Zero

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Zero is purging with a few sad songs. Better than Bolemia.

One song written and recorded per day from 1 - 7 November 2008. It's raw and unproduced.

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released January 1, 2009

Erika Bach - Vocals, Piano and extras.

Recorded at Strudel Girl Studio in Stavros Ithaca Greece November 2008 on PC with Win XP, Cubase SX, Berdux Piano and Ensonique Mirage Sampler by Erika Bach.

Jessica Bell also wrote songs over the music to these tracks. You can find them here: jessicabell.bandcamp.com/album/mess-of-me

Special Thanks to Rien Post (Yintan) for setting up eq's for the piano.

Cover Art - Erika Bach

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lola demo is a self produced project with albums recorded on the island of Ithaca in Greece at Strudel Girl Studio. Erika Bach (lola demo / hard candy / ape the cry), records an album each winter since relocating to the greek island from Melbourne Australia in 2002. ... more

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Track Name: Fish Out of Water
Fish Out of Water
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 6th November 2008
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I break the sound of your hate
And I ache while you celebrate
Our love is lost in the fist of goodbye
Now we have no reason
To be this mean
To be unclean
Can you see me
Can you feel me

I bend the rules
Am I the fool you make of me
When I believed that you see me
That you hear me
That you feel me
That you love me

I’m a fish out of water I’m only happy when I’m drowning
Drowning in Love
I’m a fish out of water I’m only happy when I’m drowning
Drowning in Love
Can you see me Can you hear me Can you feel me Can you love me Can you love me

Turn inside out
Give up your doubt
I may not be who you still see

Can you feel me
Can you love me
Track Name: I Guess
I Guess
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 6th November 2008
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You and I don’t walk the same line
We never think of each other when we have time
You and I only care when we get cold
And we want to warm our feet

All I want is to be blinded by the light
All you want is that I don’t talk to you, well alright
All I want is to spread my wings and learn to fly
All you want is to say goodbye

I guess it doesn’t matter if you say so
All the bells are ringing for you to go
To be alone
There’s no one home
Just you and me
And the promise of delivery

All I want is to be blinded by the light
All you want is for me not to talk, well alright
All I want is to spread my wings and learn to fly
All you want is to say goodbye

I guess it doesn’t matter if you say so
You and I are always looking for somewhere else to go

And if I said please
Would you take a little time so I could feel a little better about myself

All I want is to be blinded by the light
All you want is that I don’t talk to you, well alright
All I want is to spread my wings and learn to fly
All you want is to say goodbye

Yeah I guess it doesn’t matter if you say so
I’m always confused by love
I’m always confused by love
Track Name: Big Love
Big Love
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 7th November 2008

Why is it so hard
To find my way around your love
Why is it so hard
When it should be easy
Why is it so hard
I’m always lost in the confusion
Why is it so hard
To release the way I feel
The way I feel
The way I feel about your love
The way I feel about you

Fill up my life with your tenderness
Give up your big love

Now I have time
I’m looking for a connection
Now I have time
I want to spend it with you
Now I have time
You draw my attention
Now I have time
You insist on my perfection
My imperfection drives you crazy
It drives you crazy and you can’t take it anymore

Fill up my life with your tenderness
Give up your big love

Fill up my life with your tenderness
Give up your big love

Fill up my life with your tenderness
Give up your big love

Why is it so hard
To find my way around you big love
Give up your big love
Track Name: How Far I Run
How Far I Run
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 4th November 2008 (C) All rights reserved
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Not even you can stop me from falling down
No matter how hard you try
Can’t stop the rain
Can’t make him feel that he needs me as much as I do

No one cares about it no
No one ever shouts it no
It’s just the way I feel

It’s just the way I feel
No matter how far I run I can’t find my way back home
No matter how far I run I can’t find my way
My way home
No matter how far I run I can’t find my way back home
And you can’t always get what you want today

I can’t call you
I can’t ask you

Is it any wonder you don’t know how I feel
Do you even know I’m standing here right next to you
Is it any wonder you don’t know what I need
When you only hear the beating of your drum
Is it any wonder I push you away
When I want you more than I can ever tell you

I’m running out of time
I’m running out of time
Don’t you want to see me happy
Is it so hard to love me

No matter how far I run I can’t find my way back home
No matter how far I run I can’t find my way
My way home
No matter how far I run I can’t find my way back home
And you can’t always get what you want today
Track Name: Run Like Hell
Run Like Hell
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 8th November 2008

You say you will when you really won’t
You’re always telling me what you think I want to hear
When I really don’t
I need the truth and the truth to be clear
Will you tell me what’s going on
I feel the pull on my finger and now
You have the chance to be real
And Real is the answer to everything

Feel the rain
Feel the pull on my finger
Had a wish I forgot to remember
Lose my head
Bite my tongue
Win the contest
I’m in love but I’m not in happiness

Say what you want when I know you don’t
You’re always holding back when you’re near
You’re nearly there in my neighbourhood
Just leave your car at the corner and run into my arms
But you never would
It only makes you run like hell
Run like hell
Run like hell

Oh oh

Got a man got to share my problems
Got a dog and he’s better than anyone
I’m not home so don’t even bother
Knocking on knocking on my lover

Got a nervous twitch from a lover itch
And it makes you want to run like hell
Feel you’re in-between what is never seen
And it makes you want to run like hell
Wish I understood why you can’t stand still
But it makes you want to run like hell
Every little thing I’m recovering
Makes you want to run like hell

Lose my head
Bite my tongue
Win the contest
I’m in love but I’m not in happiness
Happiness
Happiness
Happiness
Track Name: Hold On
Hold On
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 9th November 2008 © All rights reserved
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Hold on I’m coming
I’m coming to get you
To save you from the storm

Hold on
Hold on

Been so long
I forgot you
You don’t love me anymore
Been so long since you touched me like before
Oh time is falling far behind
And I don’t remember who I was before I made you blind
Hold on

And the rain is hard
And the wind is strong
And my heart is broken
My heart is broken
And the rain is hard
And the wind is strong
And my heart is broken
My heart is broken
Track Name: Zero
Zero
Words and Music by Erika Bach / Lola Demo 10th November 2008 © All rights reserved
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Today is the day I leave you
I’m not looking back to say goodbye
If you knew me better than you do
You would understand the reason why

When I’m lost I’m lost where no one can find me
I’m down
I’m missing
Nobody sees I’m back down to zero
I disappear

When I’m lost I’m lost
No one can find me
I’m down
I’m missing
Nobody sees
Now I’m back to zero
I disappear

Today is the day I learn to breathe
The last day I give you everthing

Down to zero